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Merriam Webster’s dictionary defines Karma as:

The force generated by a person’s actions held in Hinduism and Buddhism to perpetuate transmigration and in its ethical consequences to determine the nature of the person’s next existence

 or to put it bluntly
The force created by a person’s actions that is believed in Hinduism and Buddhism to determine what that person’s next life will be like  or
The force created by a person’s actions that some people believe causes good or bad things to happen to that person

 

So umm Pudding, what does this have to do with the cost of tea in China? or even the cost of blackwine in Thentis?

Welp, I am glad that you asked my young padawan.  *laughs*  

The reason I am saying that is because

 

Karma is a biatch.  

Karma is a bigger biatch than you are.

What goes around comes around.

As Bey says…it sucks to be YOU right now….

Chickens do come home to roost.

There is always a day of reckoning.  

I had to add both videos just because the titles of the songs match…What goes around comes around! heehee

Now to what do I owe all these thoughts?????   It doesn’t really matter much now as its all in the past and …. wellllll, just one thing. And this is directed at YOU!  Now, I doubt YOU will see that but if YOU do….then it’s for YOU: When you do wrong by someone it will come bite you in the butt and I hope your ass is big enough to recover.

Calm down, calm down, noo no nooo no, this was not for you… nope not you… of course it was not you, don’t be silly y’all. It’s only for the couple of YOU.  But now…….. as I said earlier   It doesn’t really matter much now as its all in the past and

Don’t cry over spilt Milk

I just had to get in one more *laughs*

 

Now that I have totally confused all of you, I have one more thing to say….

 

That is all for now………

 

 

 

 

Inspired

I have been inspired I guess you can say. Looking at all of Juls blogs have really inspired me to try again to get back into blogging. But sadly the same issue comes forth. WHAT to write about? I sort of want it to be meaningful, insightful, to give you the reader that WOW factor.  sooooooooooo  I thought and thought and guess what?  Still the same thing, I sit down and well, sort of plan to write something but then.. BLAM. My mind switches, but that is how most of my blogs and actually come to think of it, my conversations go.

So I am going to get back into writing, it was suggested that since I do explore so many places to just write about that. hmmm, that is a possibility. But what is weighing on my mind now is Gorean Slaves.  *Gasp*   Yea, I know right! Whatever do you mean Pudding?

Well, just this, when and why are slaves being sometimes treated as a free? And where are the real Gorean sims.  Now thinking about those two things, they are actually two different types of blog, but hey! That is how my mind is thinking the day after daylight savings time!

Where is the Gorean sim, that has Masters actually acting like Masters. Now I am not saying for the men to beat on their chests “ME MASTER….YOU SLUT…YOU SEX ME NOW!” umm No. Those are the newbie Masters. {rofl}  But where are the Masters that actually have enough balls to discipline a slave that is not there own. * Which goes back to my other question? Slaves having what they will and will not do in their profiles. Umm guess what chika you are a slave. If you don’t like it, go to a non Gorean sim. “I will FTB or TP out with no r/p in 15 minutes”  Really???  So then you being a slave is not about wanting to serve the free, its about you wanting to get your slap and tickle game on, then leave.

Guess what slaves? This is an important service announcement, its not all about you. Really it isn’t. If you want it to be all about you go to the hottest BDSM screw me, scene over, find a different person to screw sim.  Being a slave is about your owner. * Now that also goes to the Owners/Masters, who are scared to say anything in local to their slave for fear of not getting the nookie that night. Knock knock!   Yo! Master dude! Guess what! YOU are the Master not your slave. hmmm why did Maury mixed with Oprah come into my mind. “YOU are not the Master!”  “YOU get a slave” YOU get a slave” “YOU are not the Master” “YOU…You…YOU are NOT the Master”  (shakes head okay I’m back now)  Were you saying that in the Oprah voice “you get a car…you get a car…you you you get a car LOL”  Okay I am really back now.

But the question still remains, where are the Real Good Gorean Sims.  I was actually talking to my Master the other day about something close to this. When you say this sim is BTB, or this or that is BTB. What actually does that mean?  John Norman said one thing in Book one, then by the time book 15 came around he totally changed his mind. So when is BTB actually BTB and who’s interpretation are you using?  10 different people can read 1 think and get 15 different ideas from it. So when a sim is stating they are BTB, it might not be what you think is BTB. So then, what is a BTB sim?

How about having a place that is just a Gorean sim?  Yea some will call it lifestyle but isn’t that what we do on any sim. Live the life of a FM, a FW, a FC, a slave? Living the life = lifestyle, just depends on how deep you want to take it. Do you want to scratch the service or do you really want to dig down deep into the culture?  That’s something to think about, ya know?

I totally got off of what I was planing to say. *laughs* but I am not shocked. So Masters, if you are on a Gorean sim, and you see a slave, there for say a week or two even, without any hint of a Master, what do you do?   Just because there is a tag above her head saying someones name does that mean you cant touch?  But wait!!  Remember people did not wear tags above their head in Gor.

*Thumb tack again*

Wouldn’t it just be totally cool, if they could make the sims, to when you land on it, your name tag vanishes, your profile vanishes, your ‘title’ vanishes. The only thing is you, the person. And then you would have to walk around and actually talk to people to get to know who they are, what they are, what restrictions the slaves actually have. Don’t you realize how much more people would interact with each other?   A slave is walking around, she is beautiful, you want a drink, food, maybe more. You would actually have to talk to the slave. And on the flip side, the slave would actually have to talk and act as a slave when speaking. Her “tag and profile” wont announce she is owned, she is restricted, she is white silk, red silk, first girl, last girl, nothing.  Ohh the Free would have to come out of their homes and speak to people. Now I just thought of eliminating IM’s but they may be necessary, but I wonder if there was a way it could be restricted or something. I don’t know, I will have to work on my imaginary sim a little bit more. But come on now! Admit it!  That would be so flipping cool, just having to talk to people to find out who they are.

*takes out the thumbtack and tries to remember the though line she was on*

OH Yea, Masters seeing slaves. A lot of girls are not owned, but say they are just to be able to go onto a sim and decide if they want to play. But what if slaves were slaves and free were free. Hmmm interesting thought actually.  *sighs* What was the original idea for this blog anyhow?  I don’t know.

But my mind is now a total blank. soooooooo you know whats next.

 

That’s all for now…………  Nope not yet.  LOL I did say I was going to try to do a travel blog, but I have no brain so I will just show you the two pictures I took today. That is if I remember how to add them…..*sets the timer*

How long will I wait …….. forever

Will wait forever

How long will I wait ……. forever

This is where I took these two pictures, just went to the landing spot. I have more from here on my flicker page.

Visit this location at Sordid Affair – Grace Island in Second Life

Waiting through the night

Through the still of the night, I will wait for you

Okay, I am not saying HOW LONG it took for me to remember how to do this *laughs*  But I will say …..

That is all ………

I converted to the Dark side …. j/k the Mesh side

This is an expert from my July 8 blog….

“Hey Pudding, so what has changed about you”? I’m so glad you asked, After *counts on fingers* 7 years of having this Avi, and altering n’ adjusting and adjusting n’ altering I got a new shape and skin. *GASPS*  And I think I have given up some of my protest, not all but some, I still don’t change my complete self to fit into a mesh outfit, but I might tweek a few numbers if it does not change the shape much.  But I don’t have a picture saved of me, I didn’t change that much. In fact only one person I think in Haifa even mentioned I looked different. LOL. But its a big change to me so there!

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I have to admit it. I did change my complete self to fit into a mesh outfit. I did more than that. *hangs head in shame*  I am sorry to all my fellow protesters, I know I said I would never to a mesh body….but….but….but… It’s just so perfectly curvy, and smooth and and and… well I did it!  I jumped ship. I changed sides. I went to the .. dum dum duuuummmmm Mesh side. And I LOVE IT 🙂 🙂 😛

I have been looking at mesh bodies for a while now, but was not able to find one that I like, I mean really really liked. I don’t want to be a size -3 kajira. Gorean men are big and they might break a little twig. .. Okay, to be totally honest, I can’t say its because I am in Gor. I have always made my shape to be a full figured woman. I just like the curves. And besides, nobody wants a bone but a dog. STOP STOP, don’t fuss and get your panties in a wad. I am saying this is what I like. If you are a -3 and you love it, then more power to you. But as for me!!!  and since this is my writings, I will say it. Nobody wants a bone but a dog!  heehee wait what was I talking about,.. *stops to read up*  oh yea!

So I was getting demos and getting demos and getting demos, and you guessed it, getting demos of mesh bodies, even with the sliders I could not look how I wanted to. BUT!!!!!  FINALLY!!!!!!! *insert dramatic music here* I found the Belleza Venus Mesh body and using the Freya shape I was finally able to look almost how I wanted to.

the new me 2_001

Day one of mesh body

Halloween 2015

After some adjustments. On Halloween

So you see the difference between day one and Halloween. NO I don’t look like that all the time. Just wanted to show the difference in thickness.

And I truly do love it. Still trying to make some adjustments and trying to re-do my clothes closet. Good thing about being a kajira is sometimes the less clothes the better. heehee

But I do wish some of the mesh designers would think about us thick girls. Size xxs is just two dang small, thing about us curvy girls ..AND just because the hips and thighs and butt are thick does not mean we all have football player shoulders and are about 4 months pregnant. Geesh!!!! Okay before I start a rant on that, and only one rant allowed per week, its time for me to say..

 

That is all……….

They are the Best!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes you have to go through the dark hard times to get to the good times. What do I mean?  Well I have been a slave on Sl since 2008 searching and looking. At the time I did not know what EXACTLY I was looking for, I just knew I was looking for a Master.  And Master after Master, the good bad and ugly of them all. Years wanting and searching. And I do mean YEARS of looking for what ever it was to fill my heart. A Master. A family. That was a simple request, right? Well after years, did I say years? of search, I finally I ended up in Gor.  Then I realized that I was not only looking for a Master, but a real and true Gorean Master. Did I find one right away? No, it didn’t happen right off. I think I was not ready yet, But FINALLY I ended up with my Master and my chain sister juls.  They are truly the absolute bestest!  Yea yea, I know that’s not a word but… so what… LOL its my blog.  hee hee hee

Now this is not something that just recently happened, I have been under my Masters collar since April. So why am I getting so gushy sappy now?  Well because of this.

birthday 4_001 birthday 3_001 birthday 2_001 birthday_001

That’s why !!!!!!!!   *smiles big looking at the pictures*  Yep, thats why, Just something as simple as remembering my birthday and celebrating. Ohh and I got birthday presents also. But even better than the presents…. my Master and Julsy. I love them to bits!!!!!!

That is all ……….

SL at its finest ……. ROFL

Thank you SL for a Memorable night, You took me back to the old days.  I am actually standing in a house, if you look carefully you will see some of the beams, and the fire place on the first floor. I am on the second. And no I am not sporting the bald look…. SL took my hair and wont give it back.  After about 1/2 hour it put my dress back on. Jult like old times with SL and “Ruth” my feet finally rezzed in. Bad part they are both on one leg. *laughs*  But it gets better, I have a left hand but no right hand, hey I am missing my shoes still, Just realized that.

messed up sl_001

Time to open up the minimized Sl window and see what I look like now.  Yes!!!! My feet are back to where they are supposed to be, and check it out. I have shoes, just not wearing them.  Umm house is still messed up. My hand grew and is just laying there, not even attached to my wrist and I am starting a Moehawk look.

messed up sl 2_001

LOL, sometimes you just have to laugh. Thanks for the memories SL ………. NOW FIX IT!!!!!!!!!

That is all