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I just don’t get it.

thats not how it works

I mean, really, I don’t get it. Can anybody explain it to me?That’s not how it works.

Because this kajira is just lost. That’s not how any of this works.

It really really makes no sense. Why claim you want to be somewhere, something, someone, but then you don’t act like you want to be there, do that thing or be that person?  I don’t get it.  A kajira is supposed to be kind, decent … gasps… even nice, and ……clutches her pearls to her chest in horror … Talk to people.

I am really tired of censoring myself, to spare your feeling, but you don’t consider mine.  I know I am talking in circles, but I just want to get this off my chest without it blowing up.  And since I’m on the subject of getting things off my chest,  “That’s not how it works”   What makes a person feel the need to turn away? How many IM’s must be sent? How many times must I TP in just to get a word.  I wish for a day, where we are allowed to say whatever we want and nobody is allowed to get butt hurt over it.   

I know that video is about Black opps but the chorus fits… Why are you butt hurt? So damn butt hurt. Stop acting butt hurt, butt hurtt…”

Okay… enough negativity… getting things off your chest makes you feel better.

That is all …………

A good kick in the pants

Ya know, sometimes it takes a swift kick in the tooshie, to get you out of your humdrums and back on track. Well I got that yesterday from a long time friend, the worst part about that is that he used my own words back on me. … uggh That was sooo wrong, next time I wont give good advice.  **laughs **  

Sometimes you do need just a few days of a self proclaimed pity party, so you can dwell on the sadness and feel sorry for yourself and wonder “ohh why me? why me”  The real reason is “Why not?”  We  the pizza is gone and the ice is melted so the pity party is now over. YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY

All I can say to that is, “welcome back pudding, I”ve missed ya”

 

That is all …………. 

 

Friends

Let the Lyrics speak for themselves. (( had to take it back to the 80s ))

*Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Ones we can depend on
Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Before we go any further, lets be
Friends*

Is a word we use everyday
Most the time we use it in the wrong way
Now you can look the word up, again and again
But the dictionary doesn’t know the meaning of friends

And if you ask me, you know, I couldn’t be much help
Because A friend is somebody you judge for yourself
Some are ok, and they treat you real cool
But some mistake kindness for bein a fool

We like to be with some, because they’re funny
Others come around when they need some money
Some you grew up with, around the way
And you’re still real close too this very day

Homeboys through the Summer, Winter, Spring and Fall
And then there’s some we wish we never knew at all
And this list goes on, again and again
But these are the people that we call friends

When we first went out together, we barely knew each other
We had no intentions, on becoming lovers
But in no time at all, you became my girl
Me and you, one on one, against the world
Talkin on the telephone for hours at a time
Or else I was at your house, or you was at mine
Then came the arguements and all kinds of problems
Besides making love, we had nothing in common
It couldn’t last long because it started out strong
But I guess we went about the whole thing wrong
Cause out of nowhere it just came to an end
Because we became lovers before we were friends

*Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Ones we can depend on
Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Before we go any further, let’s be
Friends*

You say you and your girlfriend were so tight
You took her out with you and your guy one night
She even had a set of keys to your home
And you shared mostly everything you owned

But as she shook your hand, she stole your man
And it was done so swift, it had to be a plan
Couldn’t trust her with cheese, let alone your keys
With friends like that you dont need enemies

You wonder how long it was all going on
And your still not sure if your man is gone
You say, well if she took him he was never mine
But deep inside you know thats just another lie

And now you’re kinda cold to the people you meet
Cause of something that was done to you by some creep
But nevertheless, I’ll say it again
That these are the people that we call friends

*Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Before we go any further, lets be
Friends*

*Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
One’s we can depend on
Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Before we go any further, lets be
Friends*

*Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
One’s we can depend on
Friends
How many of us have them?
Friends
Before we go any further, lets be
Friends*

To Jump or Not To Jump …. That is the question.

JUMP

Ya might as well JUMP. Go head and JUMP. 

“Jump”

I get up, and nothing gets me down.
You got it tough. I’ve seen the toughest around.
And I know, baby, just how you feel.
You’ve got to roll with the punches to get to what’s real
Oh can’t you see me standing here,
I’ve got my back against the record machine
I ain’t the worst that you’ve seen.
Oh can’t you see what I mean ?
Might as well jump. Jump !
Might as well jump.
Go ahead, jump. Jump !
Go ahead, jump.
Aaa-ohh Hey you ! How said that ?
Baby how you been ?
You say you don’t know, you won’t know until we begin.
Well can’t you see me standing here,
I’ve got my back against the record machine
I ain’t the worst that you’ve seen.
Oh can’t you see what I mean ?
Might as well jump. Jump !
Go ahead, jump.
Might as well jump. Jump !
Go ahead, jump.
BUT JUMP TO WHAT?????
Conclusions? I am good at doing that but its okay. Even though I JUMP to conclusions, I don’t act on them.. well not right away…. well not all the time.  But SL is a wonderful place. Anything can happen and it be an “oops accident” and you JUMPED to the wrong conclusions. or  It can be an “oops my bad, my fault” and you JUMPED to a different wrong conclusion. But sometimes one might over think something and JUMP to the right conclusion first, but then keep thinking and JUMP to the wrong one.
If you want more….more…. more… then JUMP
What is pudding trying to say as she rambles on and on and sips on her drink? [thank you my Master, that 2nd one was yummy].  Well a lot without trying to say to much. I sit here taking another sip because my fingers wont write what my mind is thinking? Why? Because for some stupid reason just in case I JUMPED to the wrong conclusion, I don’t wish to hurt anybody’s feelings.
JUMP around…. JUMP  around… JUMP up and get down
I wonder though, why should I care? I can be like everybody else and say, “that’s not what I meant” or “It came out the wrong way”….. Well this really was a lot of nothing because before I JUMP to conclusions I want to find out the facts  …. .
Are you ready to JUMP?  Get ready to JUMP. Don’t ever look back oh  baby!!!!
and I cant find anymore JUMP songs. AND the more pudding sips the more pudding talks LOL
That is all……..

Say Something or do something. Your choice

 

Sometimes your thoughts move from one thing to another. I was sitting at the waters edge just looking over the water waiting for the sun to rise and started thinking. Its been a couple of weeks now that my Master has moved us from Tarnsport and being away from things and having a moment to yourself enables you to see things more clearly.

good morning_001

good morning 2_001

good morning 3_001

good morning 4_001

 

What is the old saying actions speak louder than words?

I am thinking that may be true. The word “Word” is defined as: (1) :  a speech sound or series of speech sounds that symbolizes and communicates a meaning usually without being divisible into smaller units capable of independent use (2) :  the entire set of linguistic forms produced by combining a single base with various inflectional elements without change in the part of speech elements  or to put it simply:  a sound or combination of sounds that has a meaning and is spoken or written or  a brief remark or conversation : something that a person says.

Action is defined as  a function of the body or one of its parts …  the accomplishment of a thing usually over a period of time, in stages, or with the possibility of repetition …  an actor’s or speaker’s deportment or expression by means of attitude, voice, and gesture

Actions speak louder than words = What you do is more significant than what you say. 

What does all this mean? What is pudding talking about? It goes back to the blog below, how pudding came about. So sitting here thinking  I got to wondering and thinking, thinking over what has happened in the past, thinking over my life. Seeing actions and hearing words. Sometimes it is best if you remain quiet and let others talk, their words will prove their actions.

How can you say one thing, but yet do another? How can you act one way yet your words don’t match?  Hindsight is 20/20 and looking back I wonder how you can live the life but not understand it, accept it and be down right disrespectful to mine?

 

Sometimes one line in a song means so much. Maybe even taken out of context of the song, but while sitting and thinking, I heard just one line in this song….and well, it just fits.

 

That is all………..

 

Just because I like Pentatonix

In case you wanted a list of the songs:

Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Blown Away – Carrie Underwood
Wide Awake – Katy Perry
Lollipop – Chordettes
Shoes – Liam Kyle
Short D*ck Man – Gillette ft. 20 Fingers
Cups – Anna Kendrick (originally by Lulu And The Lampshades)
Thinking About You – Frank Ocean
Damaged – Danity Kane
Can’t Be Tamed – Miley Cyrus
 I Knew You Were Trouble – Taylor Swift
Power – Kanye West (the line ’21st century Schizoid Man’ was originally from the song 21st Century Schizoid Man by King Crimson)
Teeth – Lady Gaga
Home Sweet Home – Motley Crue
Home – Daughtry
Home – Phillip Phillips
Home – Michael Buble

and No I didn’t figure this out, got it off of the video 🙂

Why ask why? Better yet? Why tha hating?

Ya know, sometimes you read a blog and wanna comment on it only to find out the writer of the original blog did not like what you said, so they deleted it. NOW… I had to re-write and I don’t remember what I said. So even through sleepy and supposed to be going to bed (grins) I had to just type up something.. just on G.P.

So, In case it gets deleted again…I figured I would post it here. Now Ill leave out the name of the original blogger, ’cause it doesn’t matter. ;p I just wanted what I had to say in print. Ohh and found this live recording of this song. Enjoy!!!

“Gee, now you are making sure your comments are to your liking before you post them…. shaking my head. But I will state this reply again……the apology was not given via chat. The apology was given over the air shortly after the judges met with the administrator after the contest. Ohh and gasp………there were people on the sim that shouted out they heard the correction and congratulated the girl that was given the correct placing. But I am sure you will delete this comment as you did the first one. And I will say this again……you are allowed to have your feeling..your thoughts, your observations, your opinions….you know that silly stuff our constitution says you have the right to talk about??? Yea that one.. And I will say as I did in the post you deleted, that I will continue coming back to your blog because I enjoy reading some of the things you post. GASPS again………. dare I say something nice even when I don’t agree with you??????? It can happen. So… really don’t remember what I put on that first blog. but it must have been good for you to delete it. I will just use the silly little constitution to say what I want to say on MY little blog with MY thoughts MY feelings MY observations MY OPINIONS… Welp as usual, its late and tomorrow is a work day………so off to bed……maybe.”

That is all!

Shaking My Head

I had to go allll the way back to the 80’s to find the perfect song to fit my mood. Now, I’m not going to say if I heard it when it came out or just on youtube. Not giving my age away that quickly. Bwahaahaahaa …..

Disclaimer here: This is such an 80’s video. It made NOOOOO sense whatsoever. I watched it two times and hmmm what can you say, it was 1985.. Okay yes.. I had to look up the year it was made, so sue me.

But the reason for shaking my head and the song, is in the title of the song and the lyrics…
And I was really going to do a good kajira post today, because a lot is going on. But nooo I saw a bookmark I had not visited in a while so I decided to go there. WRONG MOVE. So out the window goes Devine’s good kajira post and in comes Devine shaking her head.

Now where was I, Oh yeah, As I said above the reason for this blog is in the title and lyrics. “You talk too much… you never shut up.” Hey I should add them, so if anybody wonders if this song is about them they can read and watch. And if they see themselves in it, well……. ’nuff said. hmmmm but if they are talking so much and not stopping they might not realize its about them and probably think the song is about someone else. Ummmmm nope, nada nein, niet, nej, non, degil, nem, não, hayır, or just plain No. It’s for you.. yea you.. right there… no not you, the one right …. over … there.

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“You Talk Too Much”
Run DMC

Shut up!!!

You talk too much…
You talk too much…
You talk too much…
You talk too much…

Hey! You over there, I know about your kind
You’re like the Independent Network News on Channel 9
Everywhere that you go, no matter where you at
I said you talk about this, and you talk about that
When the cat took your tongue, I say you took it right back
Your mouth is so big, one bite would kill a Big Mac

You talk too much You never shut up
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never shut up

You talk about people, you don’t even know
And you talk about places, you NEVER go
You talk about your girl, from head to toe
I said your mouth’s moving fast, and your brain’s moving slow

You talk too much You never shut up!!
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never shut up

You’re the instigator, the orator of the town
You’re the worst when you converse, just a big mouth clown
You talk when you’re awake, I heard you talk when you sleep
Has anyone ever told you, that talk is cheap

You talk too much You never shut, up!!
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

Talking is the one thing, that you can do best
You told the cavity creeps, to watch out for Crest
You never have the story, right and exact
And then you always try to bore me, with your yakkity yak

You talk too much And then you never shut up
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

Everyday you are out fighting someone in the street
And you’re always fighting someone you know ya can’t beat
Then you wonder how, you got in this mess
Just think of what you said, then take a guess

You talk too much You never shut up!
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

You’re always spreading rumors, whether bad or good
You’re the damn Walter Cronkite of the neighborhood
The Barbara Walters, and the Howard Cosell
You always come around, with a story to tell

You talk too much And then you never shut up
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

Said it’s everybody’s business that you love to mind
And talkin to you, is like dropping a dime
You’re spreading the word, like it is your job
You should be a stool pigeon, who works for the mob

You talk too much And you never shut up
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never shut up!

A big blabbermouth, that’s what you are
If you were a talk show host, you’d be a star
I said your mouth is big, size extra large
And when you open it, it’s like my garage

You talk too much And then you never shut up
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never shut up

You always like to gossip, just like a girl
You talk so damn much, it’s outta this world
When you’re reincarnated, in your second life
You won’t be a man, you’ll be a nagging wife

You talk too much Then you never shut up
He said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

SHUT UP!!!
SHUT UP!!!

Twenty-five hours, eight days a week
Thirteen months outta year, is when you speak
I’m tired of listening to the garbage you talk
Why don’t you find a short pier, and take a long walk

You talk too much Then you never shut up!
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!
You talk too much You could be, out of breath
You talk too much Man you naggin me to death
You talk too much Tired of hearing you speak
You talk too much Eight days a week
You talk too much Then you never shut up
I said you talk too much Why don’t you ever SHUT UP!!!
You talk too much Then you never shut up!
I said you talk too much Homeboy you never SHUT UP!!!

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Welp… its daylight savings time and I need my hour of sleep that I’m losing. So….. That is all.